Today isn’t that great.
I’m trying to stay positive but I want to do the one thing I can’t and that is to go outside. I love being outside and a rainy day like this makes me feel trapped which sometimes could lead to the depression I have. Sunny days, a light breeze and the smell of flowers always bring me joy and energy. This, looking out the window, is nothing but a disgusting mess. I just hate the feeling that the rain ruins the potential of what I could be doing outside right now. However, not everyone shares my sentiments about these types of days. My brother loves the rain. He doesn’t go outside anyways and this just gives him another reason to stay inside and play his video games. We have so many similarities but the weather is definitely not one of them. On days like today when I’m stuck inside, I still try to make the best of it. I grab a book and turn the air conditioning on low to save money on heating and cooling. I still complain a bit about the heat on sunny days but I don’t mind if the temperature is just right. I guess I’m kind of picky when it comes to the perfect weather day. Just knowing that the sun is out tells me that I have options to go out or stay in. With this rain, I’ll just stay inside. Thankfully, the weekend forecast shows that the weather will be better and I will be able to get outdoors. Until then, I guess I’ll do my best.